Appointment today

I’ve been really nervous about this appointment for about, well three months now I guess! I’m really worried they are going to tell me I can’t have any medication, to suck it up and start making lists or something. I’ve heard there is a reluctance to prescribe meds from doctors in this town. I don’t know what I’d do in that situation, wait three months and pay another $500 for an appointment in the city? No point dwelling on it I suppose I’ll find out soon enough… I have medication left over and have been taking it at work on some days and not on others. I want to get to a stage when I don’t have to take it anymore, but for now it really does make a big difference. I don’t want to get paid to sit here and do nothing, I want to be a productive and valuable staff member. The medication helps me get more work done. I’m worried I’ll have to work hard to convince new Dr of that. Ultimately these have the professional opinion but I know what works for me and what doesn’t.